adventures with baby

Oh, my goodness.  This is SO difficult.  I had no idea what I was getting myself into.  I love my baby, and I wouldn’t trade him for anything.  I also love my job.  I just don’t know how to make it all work.  I’ve only been back for four days, and I’m already sick!  I’ve just been so overwhelmed by it all.  I felt like I did better last week when I first went back.  Maybe it was the adrenaline rush from the excitement of going back to work?  My poor husband has come home to me crying the last two days.  I really need to get it together.  Taking care of the baby seems to be the easy part.  I feed him,  change him, play with him, put him to bed.  I just can’t get the rest of it.  I started making lunches at night, because I ran out of time in the morning.  I tried to get dinner together last night, but couldn’t do it.  My husband picked up Chinese food.  I managed to make dinner tonight, but left an incredible pile of dishes.  My husband cleaned up and was curious as to how I managed to use quite so many dishes (including the Cuisinart!!).  He put the baby to bed, and is currently trying to put the Cuisinart back together.  I think he figured it out.  I still have to pump, make lunches for tomorrow and get myself to bed.   Tomorrow, Thomas goes in for his four month appointment.  I can’t wait to see what he weighs!  

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